“The worst part of life is waiting. The best part of life is having someone worth waiting for.”
“The best relationship is when you can act like lovers and best friends at the same time.”
And so it’s spring break in the U.S
And it’s warm and boring in the Philippines
and guess where I am right now
I could not say to this moment the sentence
Estoy exactamente donde se supone que debo ser
And I hope my Spanish isn’t bad
Oh, hey, are you reading this?
Are you depressed?
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile & you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone, people have stopped being comforting, & being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong & there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon & that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.